Friday, July 31, 2009

There is no more Jeremy and I


We resentnly decided not to be friends any more i guess you can say. We have had a lot of nasty fights over the past 2 or 3 yrs that we have been friends. Mostly about who he's with or who im with. And recently i havnt been trying to hide how little i care for the other femals in his life. Time and time again ive let this go on and im tired of waiting on him to be with me and leave the other femals alone. But like always he has some excuse as to why it cant happen.



So i decided it was time that we finally talk this thing out, because once again i was out of a relationship and i was waiting on him to get the balls to ask me out, lets just say he was taking to long for me so i brought up the topic of who is was FUCKING at da time. And it just happen to be the woman that he has been roommates with for the better part of the last yr, KELLY. I have nothing against her, but i feel sorry for her.


The Conversation:

Me: so who do u go with now?

Jemery: mane nobody, just fucking sumbody

Me: and who is that somebody

Jeremy: uhhh lol, i dont think u want to kno that

IM THINKING TO MYSELF, I KNO HE AINT TRYING TO BULL SHIT ME

Me: yea i do, so who is it n for how long

Jeremy: mane its kelly n just for a lil whille like 3 weeks

Me: wooooooow, ok

Jeremy: i just dont want to be in a relationship its nothing serious


Now me being me of course i had a few words i wanted to say about this and i did. And i have to problem with people of any color this is just how it came out.


Me: u tlkin bout white bitch u been living with?

Jeremy: yeap

Me: u fucking ha?

Jeremy: yeap

IF U KNO ME (and his ass does) THEN YOU KNO I DONT LIKE CONTINUED ONE WORD ANSWEAR

Me: and u was going to tell me when? i been waiting on you. you said you was ready to be with me.

OK SO THIS WENT ON FOR A WHILLE


The next night him and Kelly are having a conversation, whille they are getting high, and she brings up my name along with other femals and a certain text msg he sent me after the conversation we had about him and her. He's kind of slow so he forgets things like to delete the text msg he sent me from HER phone about not wanting to be with her and her daugther found it and told her about it. Ok i found this funny as hell and even more funny she brought this up when she knew he was on the phone with me. The conversation went from the text msg to the fact that a girl name samy (cant stand that bitch) dont like her (y she would care idc) to if i like her to if he wanted to be with her. I dont like to be in peoples drama so i tried to get off the phone but he said no (he knew what he was doing), so i just decided to just listen.


His blk ass had da nerve to tell her that i liked her (i neva said i liked, i just don't have a problem with her), that i had said it was sweet that he was calling her baby (what i rly said was "y da fuck u calling dat bitch baby"), and that i liked her. I was pissed no pasted pissed. So i kind of just shut all da fucking way down. He was confusing her ass like never before. I mean he was feeding her so much bullshit she should of been throwing up. He told her she was the reason they wasn't together yet, she didn't know what she was talking about, i mean da shit went on and on and ill admit i was laughing at her ass, until i realized he had been doing da same shit to me. But i decided i would wait to snap.


And skipping along maybe 3 fights up to this past week. I put a few words to him on my myspace page lol, he didn't take it to well. He text me the same thing he always text me when we have a fight. Something like ' i thought i needed you in my life, i love u but idk what is wrong with you, i guess i don't need you in my life you was supposed to be the one, but i will just have to live with out you. Now luckily i have a lot of experience with abuse from guys soooo i don't fall for lines like that when i know the person is full of bull shit. But as of now, we r not friends and im thinking it should stay this way.

GOOD BYE DRAMA